It's very late at night to be awake and I'm worried about too many important things and stupid.
I have days longer, I want to split the work and the person there. Definitely not think and therefore I am. No, definitely not final. Definitely have to make a decision at some point without being aware of it and say: I do not think therefore I am (but not say, perish the thought). I do not think and therefore I am. Exist. I am the meat and these desires and these actions and thoughts. Do not betray me but sometimes I feel it is inevitable, or tragic. (Do not understand why he hit big and important problems of small things that come andwill in my life) I have lazy, then I become aware of the desire to sleep, I am aware of the desire to do nothing, then I think nopoder-noquerer avoid that, then I think: Why avoid this desire? How to accept this desire? At every moment, I do consciously or not, there is a fight I do not understand. I do not understand with my head and my words but not in any way. Sometimes I feel
unsolvable detached from the way in which apparently runs the world and life. The man who sells chicha and autobusero and people on the subway, also of the people I talk and not talk to me, the street dogs, the baby frogs, large companiessas and the great struggles in faraway places, my city-town center. I feel I'm part of anything and do not know if there is something. Parties do not know if we do not know if we're a whole. I do not know what or who prefer to believe. I think that when I'm too lazy. I hate to think before speaking.
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