Radical Christian Wear axolotlvioleta @ 2010-09-26T22: 24:00

I can write what I'm really sorry. You should not feel ashamed about it.

Yesterday I told my sister that she would probably write a great book some Diaye I would not do anything. Always begin things and nothing. I really do not feel that, but some things have to be said only to be out of the system. There are thoughts that feel very real and serious to say them out loud and realize they are too far from reality. Reality. Yes.
This weekend I went to many places. It was good for me but now I feel a strange anxiety. Suddenly I could do other things besides watch movies and eat carrot cake. The thing is, that's all thatI want to do and that's fine. I deserve to rest and be quiet and have leisure. Sometimes it's hard to accept. It's hard to know I want and need and when to say no.

Fredericton Automobile Auction axolotlvioleta @ 2010-09-24T16: 56:00

What a beautiful feeling a being that lives and grows.