Several months I could not sleep. Several things happened, some things I did to catch up on sleep. When I'm awake in the day, I forget the trees. Every time I go to sleep and I feel that I can hardly remember.
eyes closed, cold. Pine imagined as walls to my right and left. Facing me a distant horizon of mountains. Fog. I'm always moving, not run, I slip into the wind. Always moving.
I have always wanted to ride in a car watching the trees and the cables up and down. By day I forget the trees, but never moving.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
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Wednesday, December 15, 2010
What Is A Natural Alternative To Paroxetime axolotlvioleta @ 2010-12-15T10: 43:00
I'm confused feelings and opposing actions of recent days. I am reading the nausea again. It is a good time to do, I like to feel I'm next to someone, the last books I read are written in first person "I am looking for company?
walk the room with the view and I feel a deep disgust. What do here? Why did I get to discourse on humanism? Why are there such people? & Iquest, why eat? True that they do not know exist. Makes me want to go, I go to wherever they were really for me, where I would lock ...
But my place is not anywhere, I'm much.
But my place is not anywhere, I'm much.
It happens that when I spend a whole day watching movies or reading entered a strange state. I see things like from the outside. Not yet happened to me but I want to see how it occurs, I see myself entering new roads and I want to see the result.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Christian Chord Charts And Tablature Archives axolotlvioleta @ 2010-12-14T00: 20:00
It's very late at night to be awake and I'm worried about too many important things and stupid.
I have days longer, I want to split the work and the person there. Definitely not think and therefore I am. No, definitely not final. Definitely have to make a decision at some point without being aware of it and say: I do not think therefore I am (but not say, perish the thought). I do not think and therefore I am. Exist. I am the meat and these desires and these actions and thoughts. Do not betray me but sometimes I feel it is inevitable, or tragic. (Do not understand why he hit big and important problems of small things that come andwill in my life) I have lazy, then I become aware of the desire to sleep, I am aware of the desire to do nothing, then I think nopoder-noquerer avoid that, then I think: Why avoid this desire? How to accept this desire? At every moment, I do consciously or not, there is a fight I do not understand. I do not understand with my head and my words but not in any way. Sometimes I feel
unsolvable detached from the way in which apparently runs the world and life. The man who sells chicha and autobusero and people on the subway, also of the people I talk and not talk to me, the street dogs, the baby frogs, large companiessas and the great struggles in faraway places, my city-town center. I feel I'm part of anything and do not know if there is something. Parties do not know if we do not know if we're a whole. I do not know what or who prefer to believe. I think that when I'm too lazy. I hate to think before speaking.
I have days longer, I want to split the work and the person there. Definitely not think and therefore I am. No, definitely not final. Definitely have to make a decision at some point without being aware of it and say: I do not think therefore I am (but not say, perish the thought). I do not think and therefore I am. Exist. I am the meat and these desires and these actions and thoughts. Do not betray me but sometimes I feel it is inevitable, or tragic. (Do not understand why he hit big and important problems of small things that come andwill in my life) I have lazy, then I become aware of the desire to sleep, I am aware of the desire to do nothing, then I think nopoder-noquerer avoid that, then I think: Why avoid this desire? How to accept this desire? At every moment, I do consciously or not, there is a fight I do not understand. I do not understand with my head and my words but not in any way. Sometimes I feel
unsolvable detached from the way in which apparently runs the world and life. The man who sells chicha and autobusero and people on the subway, also of the people I talk and not talk to me, the street dogs, the baby frogs, large companiessas and the great struggles in faraway places, my city-town center. I feel I'm part of anything and do not know if there is something. Parties do not know if we do not know if we're a whole. I do not know what or who prefer to believe. I think that when I'm too lazy. I hate to think before speaking.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Car Auction Fredericton axolotlvioleta @ 2010-10-16T22: 04:00
The sky is beautiful.
Me: dark thoughts.
Me: dark thoughts.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Ghetto Blaster Old Barrel For q I left?
Is not rereading my journal I realize that enjoys writing and I miss him so retake it as well as the idea of my previous post Horneare cookies those so I can only point of my q dedir ill but still much more response and I have spent many good things, to wait for more!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Radical Christian Wear axolotlvioleta @ 2010-09-26T22: 24:00
I can write what I'm really sorry. You should not feel ashamed about it.
Yesterday I told my sister that she would probably write a great book some Diaye I would not do anything. Always begin things and nothing. I really do not feel that, but some things have to be said only to be out of the system. There are thoughts that feel very real and serious to say them out loud and realize they are too far from reality. Reality. Yes.
This weekend I went to many places. It was good for me but now I feel a strange anxiety. Suddenly I could do other things besides watch movies and eat carrot cake. The thing is, that's all thatI want to do and that's fine. I deserve to rest and be quiet and have leisure. Sometimes it's hard to accept. It's hard to know I want and need and when to say no.
Yesterday I told my sister that she would probably write a great book some Diaye I would not do anything. Always begin things and nothing. I really do not feel that, but some things have to be said only to be out of the system. There are thoughts that feel very real and serious to say them out loud and realize they are too far from reality. Reality. Yes.
This weekend I went to many places. It was good for me but now I feel a strange anxiety. Suddenly I could do other things besides watch movies and eat carrot cake. The thing is, that's all thatI want to do and that's fine. I deserve to rest and be quiet and have leisure. Sometimes it's hard to accept. It's hard to know I want and need and when to say no.
Friday, September 24, 2010
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What a beautiful feeling a being that lives and grows.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
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Someday I will miss these trees covered with mist. These trees do not stop moving, which are lacking so many leaves. Those who remained, those who have fallen after both wobble. These past years have been hard. Too much wind and earthquakes, rain.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Benzodiazepines Zyntec axolotlvioleta @ 2010-06-26T11: 20:00
I dreamed that my mom showed her flowers in the window. That had grown back around the couple and that seemed lilies, also had one of those that are yellow. I also dreamed a song, I'm told you can not dream of music but I think it's a lie. When I woke up I remembered the melody, not anymore.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Nature's Splendor Colloidal Silver axolotlvioleta @ 2010-06-21T01: 49:00
I think I missed this back pain. The pain of sitting, not knowing for how long. Pain semi voluntary.
My hair is already growing. One of these days I'll have a sunflower in the window. How I wish I could grow and now. Je Crains let things go, let me go. Always wrong.
Why I want to say something optimistic? I do not want to continue telling me that things will be fine, I would be fine with the fact that there are well. I want to accept the plants and dead hair, bad notes and news.
is that I have to talk about it all too but I think I need to fix things and be satisfied, to review, feel I am sharing what I get.
On my way I need a logbook and feel that I'm reporting somewhere. So is a cup with a string that connects to any side I feel that the mere effort to extend my middle and it's something. It's a place you've arrived.
My hair is already growing. One of these days I'll have a sunflower in the window. How I wish I could grow and now. Je Crains let things go, let me go. Always wrong.
Why I want to say something optimistic? I do not want to continue telling me that things will be fine, I would be fine with the fact that there are well. I want to accept the plants and dead hair, bad notes and news.
is that I have to talk about it all too but I think I need to fix things and be satisfied, to review, feel I am sharing what I get.
On my way I need a logbook and feel that I'm reporting somewhere. So is a cup with a string that connects to any side I feel that the mere effort to extend my middle and it's something. It's a place you've arrived.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Install A Floor For Aluminum Fishing Boat axolotlvioleta @ 2010-06-08T22: 23:00
Before, people talked more because I had more time. Now everyone has blackberry or facebook.
suddenly not so bad, sometimes we forget to address these monitors are people. We are all human and what we invent.
suddenly not so bad, sometimes we forget to address these monitors are people. We are all human and what we invent.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Nomoto Karia Dance Music Rar axolotlvioleta @ 2010-06-02T23: 46:00
First I have to find a veil for coffee. I can not serve all in one cup.
I come running and I'm tired. I have to learn to run by myself. I have to learn to breathe slowly but do not stand in the road. You have to run steadily.
I come running and I'm tired. I have to learn to run by myself. I have to learn to breathe slowly but do not stand in the road. You have to run steadily.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
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In memory of family and friends Who Have lost the battle with cancer, and in support of the Ones Who continue to conquer it! Post this on your LJ if you have or know someone Who Had cancer. 93% Will not copy and paste this. Will you?
For the memory of relatives and friends who have lost the battle against cancer, and in support of those who continue to struggle. Post this on your LJ if you know someone who has or has had cancer. Copiarány 93% did not stick this. "Will you?
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