Traynor Yorkville Bloc80b pinguin0s @ 2009-04-25T13: 57:00

first:
I wake up Because People Are Invading my damned room.
The only place I get a little bitty tiny fucking piece of privacy. I was fucking sleeping
Without Pants, so everyone Could see my underwear.
I Was pissed.
and What Made it Worse? They Had Already
Turner accessed on my laptop and my fucking facebook account.
To top it all, I am Unable to go out and hang out, Not Even if it Means only just walking around the mall, NOT BUYING anything or whatever. I can not. Beside
it's Not Like Anyone Would go out with me this week, everyone is at 'The Fair' getting drunk, Having Sex, drugs and idk what else Because I'm never allowed to go out to places with loud music and large Amount of people.

I want to go.
I wont drink, or do anything stupid, I'd just like to hang out, with friends, enjoy the artists ...
But I can not.

You know what, forget it. Between HAVING That stupid family members enjoy seeing you Suffer, and bothering you nonstop to the point where i can not type what i originally sat here to write about Because I'm so mad I forgot ... I just want to have my stuff, for eleven. Not
HAVING to share.
I Want to Be a normal teenager, have fun That INSTEAD OF HAVING a computer as her only friend, Because Those Who are my friends say too busy enjoying Are Their Lives somewhere else. Not
I'm tired of doing for eleven What I wish to do.


Oh, Also I'm tired of 13 year old kids, Believing That Because They are so hardcoreThey are allowed to do Everything I'm Not. And I'm tired of people looking down at me as if I'm a saint just because i can not hang out, When in reality I wish I could at least spend an hour outside.

I know I have a life Better Than Some Other People. But Sometimes it gets frustrating. It does
.
And I'm tired of looking for a damned job.
I NEED a job, I'm out of money, all my savings from All These Years, Which WHERE Almost like 2000 dollars down the drain Are all cause I Had to Give Their mom and dad for bills. I Was saving for a car! And They Are in Desperate Need for more, and I can not get a job. : (* Sighs *



Tired. And Not in the mood, for Anyone, or anything.
Wishing to sleep Until summer. Thanks