Saturday, December 25, 2010

Funny Anniversary Verses axolotlvioleta @ 2010-12-25T22: 17:00

Several months I could not sleep. Several things happened, some things I did to catch up on sleep. When I'm awake in the day, I forget the trees. Every time I go to sleep and I feel that I can hardly remember.
eyes closed, cold. Pine imagined as walls to my right and left. Facing me a distant horizon of mountains. Fog. I'm always moving, not run, I slip into the wind. Always moving.
I have always wanted to ride in a car watching the trees and the cables up and down. By day I forget the trees, but never moving.


Wednesday, December 15, 2010

What Is A Natural Alternative To Paroxetime axolotlvioleta @ 2010-12-15T10: 43:00

I'm confused feelings and opposing actions of recent days. I am reading the nausea again. It is a good time to do, I like to feel I'm next to someone, the last books I read are written in first person "I am looking for company?
walk the room with the view and I feel a deep disgust. What do here? Why did I get to discourse on humanism? Why are there such people? & Iquest, why eat? True that they do not know exist. Makes me want to go, I go to wherever they were really for me, where I would lock ...
But my place is not anywhere, I'm much.

It happens that when I spend a whole day watching movies or reading entered a strange state. I see things like from the outside. Not yet happened to me but I want to see how it occurs, I see myself entering new roads and I want to see the result.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Christian Chord Charts And Tablature Archives axolotlvioleta @ 2010-12-14T00: 20:00

It's very late at night to be awake and I'm worried about too many important things and stupid.
I have days longer, I want to split the work and the person there. Definitely not think and therefore I am. No, definitely not final. Definitely have to make a decision at some point without being aware of it and say: I do not think therefore I am (but not say, perish the thought). I do not think and therefore I am. Exist. I am the meat and these desires and these actions and thoughts. Do not betray me but sometimes I feel it is inevitable, or tragic. (Do not understand why he hit big and important problems of small things that come andwill in my life) I have lazy, then I become aware of the desire to sleep, I am aware of the desire to do nothing, then I think nopoder-noquerer avoid that, then I think: Why avoid this desire? How to accept this desire? At every moment, I do consciously or not, there is a fight I do not understand. I do not understand with my head and my words but not in any way. Sometimes I feel
unsolvable detached from the way in which apparently runs the world and life. The man who sells chicha and autobusero and people on the subway, also of the people I talk and not talk to me, the street dogs, the baby frogs, large companiessas and the great struggles in faraway places, my city-town center. I feel I'm part of anything and do not know if there is something. Parties do not know if we do not know if we're a whole. I do not know what or who prefer to believe. I think that when I'm too lazy. I hate to think before speaking.